Quarantine Diaries
Got laid off from my job on April 1 :-( Z and I have been navigating being around each other 24/7 and it's incredibly stressful, but we are getting through. The dread of having to postpone our wedding has weighed so heavily on me for the past few weeks. Trying to make it through with denial on my shoulder, there came a point at which we had to decide to move our reception. We got all the vendors on board for December 6, 2020, still in 2020, but two seasons later. Every time someone asks me about the wedding, I feel a tear in my heart. When the reality of changing the date set in, it felt like We put in so much time and energy into planning the wedding, so much family stress mediated, and so much money on the line. Now, all of that is supposed to still happen, but 8 months from now. So for the next 8 months, we still have to deal with parents' drama, financial discrepancy, responsibilities, and the realistic possibility that we have to postpone again. I will lose it. We&